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Thursday 11 December 2008
♥; Tattoo
I've always been interested in the tattoo culture, piercings, and the works. The first time i saw Miami Ink when it just premiered on tv, I was more than ever hooked on the notion of getting one because I was so fascinated by their professionalism and also the whole meaning behind a tatoo. Yes, i may be brash and random at times, but i Know getting a tattoo is nothing to play with.

We were at Boulevard in Miri and came across this booth doing temporary air brush tattoos. I got mine somewhere near the wrist area.. which is a spot i've always wanted, and apparently everyone who saw it thought it was the real deal. lol. i wish.

Places i wish to put a tattoo

1) my feet - not my ankle, cuz im big boned and it'll just make me look fat. Plus the feet is a rare area i presume. and it'll look oh so good in stappy footware, pumps, sandals, ANYTHING

2) As mentioned, my wrist. I know that's a way too over exposed spot. But i could cover it with a watch. haha

3) Anywhere near the proximity of the ear; behind the ear, on the lower part of ear i.e between the clench of the jawline and the nape of the head, and so on.

4) On my finger.

5) A half sleeve starting from the back of my shoulder. ( this IS just a wish list fyi) AND, it would definitely be a traditional japanese piece. I especially love cherry blossoms and japanese peonies and the likes. Lol, sometimes i wish I looked like a Tokidoki girl. damn. i love tokidoki.

I don't like tribal signs. Idk. I'm a traditional girl who loves a picture with a real essence to it, that u can truly appreciate. Not that tribal signs don't have that, it's just that it doesn't appeal to my taste, that's all.

A tattoo should always always be tastefully done. I really think it depends on how that person looks and his or her attitude. Some can pull it off, especially people with the IT attitude such as Kate Moss, Megan Fo, Maggie Q, Drew Barrymore, Angelina Jolie, Gwen Stefani.. (i'm just stating women that i look up to regardless if they have a tatoo or not)

This relates us to another topic. THE attitude. Not everyone can pull off THE attitude like the female figures above, but it really really irks me up to see girls who Overly act cute, in the the way they dress and present themselves. dammit.

Overteased hair, with a straight thick fringe that acts as a curtain over the eyes wtf, overdone big doe eyes, frilly pastel colourful bright outfits, supposedly kawaii poses when camwhoring.. using the big doe eyes as another means to act cute again, with the pucker of course, who can forget the pucker. oh and don't forget the "teh" voice.. oh the teh voice..

Ok i'm giving an EXtreme example here, not all the cute-wannabes look like that, but u get the idea. And if u happen to fall under that category AND is over the age of 20, u better get a hang of yourself sister.


02:34 Shimmerloved

Wednesday 10 December 2008
♥; 091208
The query i was waiting for finally presented itself to me just now.

I should've responded my conformity instantaneously.

Instead, i hesitated.

All kinds of future complexities zoomed inside my head, and my best trait; indecisiveness, emerged itself again. *what do u want yin? slap*

After some 'discussions', i took on the deal.

I know it's gonna be a hard path, there's many things i want that seems to be, hopefully only at this early stage , unfulfilled. Nevertheless, I'll see what i can do to make everything Just the way i Want it to be..

It's gonna require commitment, and im kinda lousy in this department. But as i said, i'll work on that :)


02:40 Shimmerloved

Sunday 7 December 2008
♥; You
wouldn't it be wonderful if you could read someone's mind?

especially a stupid*'s mind?

That'll be so wonderful.

have options

Why did i choose YOU???

; an incompetent sucker, who doesnt know how hard it is for me.

You; an insensitive dolt
You; whom i gave chances over and over again but never seems to get any better
You; whom i fell for.


00:29 Shimmerloved

Thursday 4 December 2008
♥; Childhood
Creative Writing

As i stroll along the sandy beach, my foot hits upon a shoddily made sand castle. I bend down over it and tried to grace it with some sea shells. As i do so, a sense of nostalgia surges over me.

Going back thirteen years, the beach, which is just a stone's throw away from our house, was my most frequented place. Father would bring my sister and I for late afternoon walks there and we would end up all wet and mucky from making sand castles and fooling around in the salty waters. Those times were extremely carefree and joyous.

I was also that little girl living in a mystical world; most of which has been lost in the past now. I would princess up my vast collection of Barbies as I would to myself, and also spend hours drawing whatever thoughts, colours, sensations, and fragrances of my then experiences living in a big enchanted world.
I looked intently at the sky as the light of the setting sun suffused the clouds, making it a pretty russet. I take out a piece of paper from my beach bag and started portraying my view onto it. By visualizing my memories through my art, I relive that beautiful moment in time.

16:26 Shimmerloved

Tuesday 2 December 2008
♥; Pigi la lu!

i love this class. ♥ NINI MU.
November 3rd to November 30th.
the lmao but nonetheless amusing lectures by none other , constant jeering, laughters, sigup breaks for him=coffee & snack & gossip breaks for us, shit moments.. ahhh..

Just an update. i DID NOT finish my friggin karangan. how could I? i think i have a serious time management issue. I also didn't finish my damn easy essay for language development.. and it's the FIRST time we've had a LD exam that's comprehendable! Same goes for sociolinguistics, as i mentioned before, only answered 3 essays out of 4. And for genre analysis. more l-mao. cheee.i really thought the paper would be as difficult as the sample exam paper he showed us. As always, i get really effed up whenever i encounter a difficult task, and i'll contemplate messing it up whenever it's too late to do nething bout it. who knows..T3T. it was an easy paper.. why why why.

Anyways, back to the citizenship test. all the stuff you would cramp all your brain juices out to memorise.. terasul, history, minister names, ganti diri for the royals, names of local fish, music instruments etc, peribahasa, pantun etc all DID NOT COME OUT. And i'm thankful to the authorities for that one. TQVM!

Anyhow, i really hope my measly 180 words can enable me a pass. please please please. I want to be a citizen of Brunei! I ♥ Brunei. Period. wth would i be here right now, all other matters aside. Hope my $1700 wont fly away. lol.

Skipped to random mode last night so i went browsing for bags.. Being
internet deprived really takes a toll on you! 7 hours straight online! Only after I decided on the bags, i found out .............. that they don't friggin ship outside the US! -.-
Coach Sabrina bag
Marc Jacobs clutch

Being stressed with academic stuffs really put me on the mood to splurge.but surprisingly , not to party, as i won't be able to go past my conscience on that one.

Lastly, i bloody lost my Fav dkny watch during one of the tuition sessions. I MISS MY BLACKIE.
PLeassseee come back to me.. i miss your black leather strap, black dial, circle of bling..

sniff. if someone would buy me a new one. lol

19:03 Shimmerloved

♥; Slack
s l a c k = bury your own grave

what has been going on with me?

i don't wanna be a bimbo..
i have a feeling the cikgu and some of my tuition mates have a false impression that i Really am one. lol. The teacher's take? Beauty without Brains.
Quite flattered with the beauty part, but plEasE.....i have my grey matter working bloody as good as anyone else, if not better! but i do admit..i've been slacking.. and im assuming excess slacking over a messed up period of time do take a toll on the proficiency of your brain activity.
As slacky as i am nowadays, competiveness and getting pissed never fails to get me motivated (tho inconsistency does -.-) . T'hat's why next sem I resolutely vow to get at least one "A".. just like i did last semester. I know i bloody wont be able to this semester.. in fact..i'm worried i might even fail one..that's how bad i did; with 2 unhanded asignments, and only barely managing to answer 3 essays out of 4 (gasp).. i'll be the happiest person alive if i manage to pass! (i pray with my most humble and earnest heart)

i feel so sorry to both my lecturers..why didnt i just do the bloody work? Told Gary bout some of my problems.. and he was very understanding.. i Feel so GUILTY!
y'know, one of the reasons for procrastination, especially for me, is the too high an expectation.
My lousy take: i DON'T want lousy marks, and i suppose I'm busy and stressed enough with other things, so i'd rather not do it.

just kill me


03:15 Shimmerloved

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