Tuesday, 13 March 2012
♥; Reporting as a Functional Analyst
Ahoy.
It has been almost a year.
I am doing what I have always thought I could never achieve;
Actually having a sense of direction (Behold, I am slowly conquering my spatial/navigation disability!)
Working in a Tech field (O.O)
Liasing with Clients and actually knowing what shit I am blubbering about, or at least, have to confidence to blubber shit wtf
Liasing with Clients and actually knowing what shit I am blubbering about, or at least, have to confidence to blubber shit wtf
Living alone has remained the same, and I love every bit of it. Though I do have stories to share about a crazy housemate T T
I have still been on the search for a better paying job. But as a typical me would have it, I have turned down several (government) interviews because :
1) I need to fulfill the gratification of completing a project
2) I have been giving myself excuses that I am tied up with work
3) I am confused
It isn't easy being part of a project team with a severely tight timeline. Sometimes, the whiny me would think of amount of work I had to manage, and the financial reciprocation I get. The transition from having allowances and no commitments and buying what you want to.... to having to be independent, is a tough one. However, time and time again, I remind myself; this is just my first job. To think of the amount of experience and skills I have learnt to date and the wonderful (and some not so wonderful wtf) people I have met, (and it has only been half a year), is enough to amaze me. Clench your teeth, go through with it, and get all the experiences you need. It'll pack back, I remind myself.....it'll pay back .......
Labels: work
20:31 Shimmerloved
Tuesday, 2 December 2008
♥; Slack
s l a c k = bury your own gravewhat has been going on with me?
i don't wanna be a bimbo..
i have a feeling the cikgu and some of my tuition mates have a false impression that i Really am one. lol. The teacher's take? Beauty without Brains.
Quite flattered with the beauty part, but plEasE.....i have my grey matter working bloody as good as anyone else, if not better! but i do admit..i've been slacking.. and im assuming excess slacking over a messed up period of time do take a toll on the proficiency of your brain activity.
As slacky as i am nowadays, competiveness and getting pissed never fails to get me motivated (tho inconsistency does -.-) . T'hat's why next sem I resolutely vow to get at least one "A".. just like i did last semester. I know i bloody wont be able to this semester.. in fact..i'm worried i might even fail one..that's how bad i did; with 2 unhanded asignments, and only barely managing to answer 3 essays out of 4 (gasp).. i'll be the happiest person alive if i manage to pass! (i pray with my most humble and earnest heart)
i feel so sorry to both my lecturers..why didnt i just do the bloody work? Told Gary bout some of my problems.. and he was very understanding.. i Feel so GUILTY!
y'know, one of the reasons for procrastination, especially for me, is the too high an expectation.
My lousy take: i DON'T want lousy marks, and i suppose I'm busy and stressed enough with other things, so i'd rather not do it.
just kill me
Labels: work
03:15 Shimmerloved
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