Thursday, 9 August 2012
♥; Motivation Note to Self
11 months into the job
Things are getting .. you could say out of hand
As we have gone live for one facility, everyday I am juggling Pre Go-Live Data Preparation, Live Support, and Post-Mortem Actions
Today was one of those days that I wanted to scream to the world, "STOP THE TIME AND LET ME BREATHE"
Having 3 people calling my name at once. I think I lost it for awhile there and gave a stern "WAIT". It was rude, I'm sorry :(
I hate myself for saying this but I'm secretly enjoying it too even though I have SO much to yap about. From knowing close to nothing regarding the Clinician's module. I am forced to learn and lead on the spot when Doctors ask for help. Yes I love the sense of accomplishment.
That's why I don't mind eating lunch at 4pm. Yes I'm dead hungry. But I salute some of the clinicians who stay late in the clinic just to finish up managing patients' notes and prescriptions. They could have shrugged a no like *cough* some other clinicians do and went home . But they didn't.
These people give me strength and aspiration to carry on, and going UP.
However I do admit it irks me that while I strive to do what I can, some people don't give 2 hoots. When it's "lunch" time, it's bye bye. And they never bother doing anything more of their supposed designated job scope. Asking them a question regarding another module is like .. okay, don't want to think of an anology. It really... irks and saddens me to think of the inequality.
On the brightside, I'm reallly lucky to have gotten support from a few people to lighten the load . If it wasn't for them, I wouldn't know how i could have carried on till today.
Even though financially or workload wise... it really isn't the fairest treatment, or could you say, not fair at ALL. But knowledge wise, I'm a winner!!
GANBATTE JACQ!! :')