The query i was waiting for finally presented itself to me just now.
I should've responded my conformity instantaneously.
Instead, i hesitated.
All kinds of future complexities zoomed inside my head, and my best trait; indecisiveness, emerged itself again.*what do u want yin? slap*
After some 'discussions', i took on the deal.
I know it's gonna be a hard path, there's many things i want that seems to be, hopefully only at this early stage , unfulfilled. Nevertheless, I'll see what i can do to make everything Just the way i Want it to be..
It's gonna require commitment, and im kinda lousy in this department. But as i said, i'll work on that :)